I want to die?

Question

(I am 13/ female)
My 15 year old sister and her friends are upstairs laughing at and bitching about me.
It happened because my sister asked if I could stop wearing her socks (When I was in fact just wearing ONE sock of hers) and I said "Stop being a hypocrite," because she uses most of my stuff too (shampoo, makeup etc.) So she said "Why would I want to wear any of your f**king ugly clothes!?" so I got really pissed and said "At least I don't dress like a slut!" because she does. She wears short shorts and crop tops in winter and she has had sex over 5 times! And her and her friend just laughed and shut the door in my face. They are still laughing now and my sisters friend said that I act like such a bitch.
Am I a bitch? I feel so miserable because this has happened time and time again and my mother just says that it both of our faults and we should sort it out ourselves.
This may sound so silly but please just help me deal with it.
I hate my sister and my life so much that I'll either end up running away or killing myself.
Please help me!

Answer 1

I know siblings fight, it happens, but dont let it get you down like that. You were not acting like a bitch reacting that way, just let it blow over. Do not worry too much about it, try to get some time to yourself to calm down. Draw a picture, read a book, text a friend, etc.

Definitely do not run away or take your own life because things are not the way you want it at home, do not put your own future at jeopardy. Make good decisions, youll be out of the house in a few years anyway. They pass by quickly.

Maybe just try to avoid your sister? Like talking to her and everything. At least until the two of yous interactions become a bit more stable.

Answer 2

Fuck that bitch she just jelly and is trying to act hard in front of her friend invite some of your friends over and do the same thing back so she can see how it feels

Answer 3

She's your sister. You should love her. Maybe talk to your parents about it. Yes, she's wrong. Maybe talk to someone from school. Teacher or guidance counselor.