2011-08-27 08:01:19 UTC
The thing is, he thinks everything I do is bad. He even snoops. My youngest sister has her own iPad, and he never checks on her. It's only me. She everyday just sits on her bed, using the iPad. We own a travel-trailer. My oldest sister, me and Dad are always in the living room.
This morning, he thought whatever was in my mailbox was bad, but I told him it was my Spam Folder. So of course it'll be junk. He doesn't act like a father. When disciplined (especially in the past), he spanks me. I'm always downhearted, discouraged. "Since I don't listen, I have to feel it" he says.
That won't get him anywhere with me. A good father-child relationship includes communication. My sisters and I never are open about our feelings, never have been. He's also on the computer, doing "important" things. He never took the time to talk to us.
Just typing this down, I feel ready to cry.